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Sunday, March 12, 2006 @ 8:27 PM

::Ermz::
ok, so here's da th abt my dad. everytym my mum goes overseas alone, my dad gets lyk way over protective.
wait, let me make it clearer, he gets way over protective over ME. srsly...
he tinks im alr 13 (ermz...), but he treats me as if im lyk 10 or sth. & dis is de onli tym he does tt. it gets freakinly weird ok. he's lyk all "u tink u v mature alr izit? u tink u can take care of urself arh? see so careless!" tt was when i almost choked on water cuz of wat he said.
ermz... yar... i dun reali lyk it lar. i min im not 13 yet, but im alr in sec 1. & i'l alr be 13 in aug. u carn kp treatin me lyk a lil' pri skool kid rite?
but its reali weird... cuz he onli do does it when my mum is overseas. da rez of da days he's at work & im in skool. so i (most of da tym) eat dinner wit my whole fam. den im lyk hi daddy, & he starts playin wit roxy. den l8r he'll ask mi how was skool & i'l sae "fine". den i go into my rm to do my work aft ive finish eatin. da nex mornin ive alr gone to skool b4 he've had his breakfast.
so its lyk a routine every weekdae. den all of a sudden, comes da hols & he's all protective over me. its reali freaky...
anw...
i duno... im feelin reali depressed now... i duno wats goin on in my life... i stil got tt feelin tt im lyk im v xtra in 1g2... its alr been a term... i thot i juz needed to get used to da new skool, new ppl & all... but its alr been a term... 1 whole term... haiz... i miss ijbt... i miss 6peace05 now more then ever...
haiz... i dun wanna cont typin anymore... im afraid i'l cry... so i'll stop here...